Today.

I stared out my window today and wondered when my life would begin.

It feels so halted, so frozen.

I don't know what will make it start again.

I think, while I blink, and do so many other things.

But not much of it seems to have meaning.

I'm ready for the sun to come back.

Maybe I feel frozen because my world is frozen.

Setting the stage for my emotions, but not really handing me any props.

These months drain me.

I'm ready for the sun to come melt the ice holding my life here, stuck in this place.

-H